Beta came back at 23. I am crushed. I would rather not get pregnant than to have it taken away from me. Back to square one.
In Quest of a Binky Moongee
The Journey of Making a Baby Despite the Diagnosis of Diminished Ovarian Reserve
Beta came back at 23. I am crushed. I would rather not get pregnant than to have it taken away from me. Back to square one.
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The Journey of Making a Baby Despite the Diagnosis of Diminished Ovarian Reserve
The Journey of Making a Baby Despite the Diagnosis of Diminished Ovarian Reserve
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The Journey of Making a Baby Despite the Diagnosis of Diminished Ovarian Reserve
The Journey of Making a Baby Despite the Diagnosis of Diminished Ovarian Reserve
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The Journey of Making a Baby Despite the Diagnosis of Diminished Ovarian Reserve
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The Journey of Making a Baby Despite the Diagnosis of Diminished Ovarian Reserve
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In Quest of a Binky Moongee 
Oh I am so sorry to read this news. Thinking of you
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I am SO sorry. My heart breaks for you…. Hang in there. xo
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Oh girl I am so sorry! I have been praying lots since you reported your first number. I remember when I did IVF I was told anything under 50 meant I was considered pregnant but to remain “cautiously optimistic”. So I was praying that maybe you had tested too early or that the numbers would spike super high by your second beta. I know what you are feeling and I’m terribly sorry. I have been there. It feels like your gut has been punched and the wind has been knocked out of you. God can turn this mess around for good and He will if we allow Him to by not giving up or losing faith in Him. Let me know if you need anything!! Don’t let the devil steal your hope and faith! hugs!!
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I’m so sorry to hear this. I was really rooting for you too 😦
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I’m so sad to hear this. 😦
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I’m so sorry. Stay strong and remember that you have a huge internet support group!
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I’m so sorry. I have had 2 low betas (around 50) at 9dp5dt with donor eggs that didn’t work out so I was afraid for you. I agree that a BFN is better than this as it is ripped away as quickly as it was given. Be gentle with yourself and cry it out when you need to. Hugs.
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Oh no 😦 so totally unfair and crappy. .
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I’m terribly sorry to read this… Xox
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No no no no no!!! I’m so sorry to hear this.
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I am so so sorry girl. I am so sad reading this 😦 xoxo
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No no no 😦 this is heartbreaking. I’m so so sorry. My thoughts are with you and bob. Xx
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NOOOOO!!! My heart breaks along with yours. Huge hugs being sent to you. xo
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With my first pregnancy (and miscarriage), I felt the same way you did; that I’d rather never have been pregnant than been pregnant for only a couple of days. With my next pregnancy, though, a year later, even though it too ended in miscarriage, I was determined that I would love that baby as much and as hard as I could for as long as I carried the baby.
Losing your baby is hard, and, I understand that it’s doubly hard because you lost both Clay and Eli and you’re starting over, but they were your children. And, however brief their lives were, they were your children and they had life and they were important to you and to all of us. And I love them and I will miss them forever.
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Oh darling this is so heartbreaking I’m so sorry xxx
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Oh hon. I’m so very, very sorry. You must be devastated. My heart is breaking along with yours right now. Sending you light and love.
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Nooooo!! 😦 I’m so sorry.. I was thinking about you nonstop and praying this would be it for you! I’m pissed at the world for you and my heart just breaks for you. Huge hugs…
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Oh no, I’m so sorry to read this. 😦 So heartbreaking and so very unfair. Sending you a big hug.
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Oh no, I am so sorry. This is so heartbreaking and unfair. Keeping you in my thoughts. xo
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Isabelle, I know all too well that there’s nothing anyone can say to ease the pain that you’re feeling right now. I’m so absolutely devastated for you and wish more than anything this wasn’t happening to you too. You know that I am always here if you want to talk or vent. Big warm internet hugs to you and Bob.
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shit.
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No!!!!!!! I am crushed with you. Oh, I don’t want it to be true.
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Been there, just heartbreaking. Hang in there, lovie, Xo
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I hate this for you!!! Thinking about you during this hard time and praying you feel the Lord’s peace! You have an army of friends who are on this journey with you!
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Oh, I’m so sorry. This is crushing, I have gotten this news myself. Sending strength. And lots and lots of cake.
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So, so sorry to hear this. Hugs.
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I am so sorry Hun, this is such sad news 😦 thinking of you xx
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Oh no I’m so so sorry. This is just heartbreaking. I’ve been there and know what you mean about wishing the BFP never happened. It makes the pain so much worse. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
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Today was not a good day for either of us. Sending love your way. Hugs.
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Dear, dear lady. I have been thinking of you and I truly cannot express how sorry I am for both you and your husband. You are in my prayers, doll.
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I’m so sorry. Sending much love and many hugs.
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I’m so very sorry…sending you love and hugs.
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Oh no, Isabelle, I am so, so very sorry. I was so hoping this was it for you. I am thinking of you and sending love.
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So unfair – I know what it’s like to watch the beta levels it’s torture. I’m sorry. Xxx
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Oh no… I’m so sorry. This is so sad and I hate that you are having to go back to the beginning again. Sending you lots of love, this is all so unfair xxxx
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Thinking about you and praying for you.
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I am so sorry. There are no words to express how utterly unfair this is. ((hugs))
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So sorry to see this Isabelle. Love and hugs.
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I’m so sorry to hear this.. IF really really sucks. Will be praying for you… lots of hugs xoxo
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Oh, this is awful. I am so so sorry. Huge hugs to you.
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Such heartbreak. So many hugs sweetie. So so sad xxx
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