Just a quick update.
As of today, we have three full blastocysts that have joined our embryo family: Max, Noelle, and Owen.
They were 3AB, 3BB, and 2AB. They were biopsied this afternoon and were frozen.
The rest of the embryos are as follows:
1BB, 1BC, 1BB-, two early blastocysts, and four morulae.
Dr. E asked her assistant to email us the fertilization report in the morning as she was still in procedure.
I didn’t know what to make of the grades when I read the email. I was a bit disappointed that we didn’t have more full blastocysts. I was hoping for at least 4 or 5 of them so I’d feel better.
Dr. E called me at 12:30pm. She sounded happy, saying that we had some beautiful embryos this morning.
This is what I gathered. She said that this is a fluid process. The fertilization report is just a snapshot of the embryos at 6:49am. The three expanded blastocysts (3AB, 3BB, 2AB) would most likely be biopsied and frozen (which they were) in the afternoon. The three 1s (1BB, 1BC, 1BB-) are not expanded blastocysts yet so Dr. E said that they can’t be biopsied yet. They need to grow into full blastocysts before they can be biopsied. And plus, she said that the grading can change as the blastocysts continue to grow. She said that our cycle at this stage (day 5) looks quite similar to our donor’s last two cycles. She also said that the morulae could grow into blastocysts as well. So now we have a total 9 more embryos that the lab is watching overnight. We’ll have a report on them tomorrow. I asked if the sperm quality affects the embryo quality. She said for sure. But she thinks that it’s too early to say how many embryos we will have tomorrow, but she believes that we will have some. So it’s a waiting game again. I told Dr. E my fear. She said, of course our mind often goes to the worst case scenario. But today we have three beautiful day 5 blastocysts.
How do I feel? On one hand, I feel very grateful as this is the farthest we have come. We have never had any day 5 embryos that are full blastocysts with the grade A in it. And we still have a chance at more blastocysts tomorrow. On the other hand, I just have this fear that none of the blastocysts are normal or that we don’t have anymore blastocysts to freeze.
My sister-in-law sent me this text tonight:
“Philippians 4:6-7. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, with prayer and petition and thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God that transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and mind in Christ Jesus.
Father God, We give thanks for these embryos, for the miracle of creation– knowing Lord that you are the creator -the almighty God.
God we pray that your hand and will be on these embryos, on these procedures, on these doctors, on Isabelle and Bob and all the spaces and breaths in between.
I ask that your presence be known, and that your encompassing peace would rest on them. You are good and we praise you. Amen.”
I will try my best to hold onto God’s goodness and His presence, and to also celebrate the fact that Max, Noelle, and Owen have joined us.
And I continue to pray for God’s perfect number of embryos for us.