Two days ago was the 4th anniversary of the transfer that resulted in our children. Four years seems like a long time, and it sure feels like a long time ago. My gestational carrier and I still have a cordial relationship. I send her videos and pictures of the kids once in a while, and she receives a present every year from us for the kids’ birthday and Christmas. We don’t communicate regularly, but I think very fondly of her. One of my friends has been waiting to find a gestational carrier to carry a pregnancy for her with the donor egg embryos that she made back in January 2018. She is not married and somehow it has been difficult to find a gestational carrier. After many shoes that dropped and needing to switch several agencies, she is finally going to have one of her embryos transferred into her new gestational carrier middle of this month. I can’t help but wonder about what may happen if we were to transfer our embryos into a gestational carrier during this global pandemic just like my friend. On top of all the complications and worries about having someone out of town carrying our child, we’d also have to worry about the gestational carrier following a COVID-safe protocol that we would have set out. I am not so sure if our gestational carrier would have been the best person for the job. Let us just say that her views regarding the pandemic are vastly different from ours including the need to wear a mask out and about and the part about not mixing people in different households. I can only imagine how difficult those months of pregnancy would be and what they would do to my sanity or anxiety level. But you know, if that’s the case, and you want a baby, you just have to do what you have to do, but life would be exponentially more difficult navigating the life of having another person carry a pregnancy for you. And we may not choose my gestational carrier for this important role. I feel for my friend, and I can only hope that her gestational carrier is reliable and trustworthy. I am hopeful that a year from now she gets to celebrate the transfer anniversary of her baby. And I am hopeful that by then the world will be a much better place.