MicroblogMondays: My Cousin is a Mom

Back in October last year I wrote about my cousin Jeannie who struggled with diminished ovarian reserve and finally got pregnant via egg donation.  She was due mid-June.  Throughout her pregnancy I had kept in close contact with her, and had been so happy for her that her pregnancy was uneventful.  Although her pregnancy was healthy, she was anxious about it.  I can’t blame her because I had the same thoughts.  Everyday when she got up in the morning she’d wait for the baby to move before she could relax a little bit.  I think many of us have been so traumatized by infertility that stillbirth is a big fear.  It is no different to my cousin.  And I had the same fear when I was waiting for my kids’ birth.  Jeannie’s due date came and went, and baby did not show any signs of coming out.  Jeannie is a small business owner and started her maternity leave two weeks prior to her due date.  I told her to enjoy this down time a bit before the craziness of a newborn began.  She said that she was so uncomfortable that it was hard to enjoy her time.  She just felt like she was wasting her maternity leave.  Anyhow, a week after her due date was when her doctor started induction because baby was just not coming on his own.  Induction started on a Monday late afternoon, and she was only 1cm dilated 24 hours later.  Throughout this time, she was still very anxious about losing the baby at the last moment, because, you know, we as infertiles just have those crazy/not so crazy thoughts.  Being induced for 48 hours didn’t bring her closer to her baby so a C-section was done.  My cousin finally became a mother!  I am so happy for her but at the same time have been feeling bad for her for all that she has had to endure with this birth.  It has been quite rough for her physically and emotionally.  She is entirely swollen and is puffy everywhere.  She could not bend her legs.  The crazy hormones make her cry all the time.  Basically she is a mess.  But she will eventually come out of it and did I mention that she has a baby now???  And he is so precious and perfect, and is so healthy and doing so well.  It’s hard for me to believe that after all these years of wanting a baby and trying for a baby, she is finally at this point.  She is holding her baby.  I can’t wait to see how motherhood unfolds for her.  During her pregnancy, Jeannie mentioned to me how she was envious of me having my mom here with me and so wished that her mom would still be alive and have the joy of being a grandmother.  I feel for her and it makes me cherish my mom even more.

7 thoughts on “MicroblogMondays: My Cousin is a Mom

  1. swollen and puffy post birth? Has doctor checked her out and taken blood pressure? I want her to remain happy new mom.

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