To test, or not to test?
More importantly, to order medications, or not to order medications?
My temperatures have been up. My boobs are sore at times. But, I have never gotten a BFP in my life. I don’t expect this cycle to be any different. Today is 12DPO. AF is supposed to come on Friday. It occurred to me this morning that I should start thinking about ordering medications if I want to be ready for this cycle.
What if I’m pregnant? Do I spend thousands of dollars on medications without knowing whether or not I could be pregnant?
I detest testing. I hate that stark white staring at me. I hate the absence of a second line.
If my temperature is still up tomorrow, I might test and go head with purchasing the medications.
That’s the plan… I think???
In Quest of a Binky Moongee 
Fingers crossed for you. Hate the not knowing xx
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good luck!!!
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Sending so many prayers that if you do test its two pink lines an not stark white!
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I want this so much for you, so as an outsider, I encourage you to test. If I were in your shoes (which I often am), I wouldn’t test, it’s too depressing.
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I continue to pray for you. Such a difficult thing. Ugh
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Tough choice! I was actually relieved when I used the last test in a 3pack box, not because it was positive (it wasn’t) but because they were gone. I hate testing too but it might be worth it if you’re looking at buying meds and possibly not using them.
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I am world’s worst enabler, so I’m going to say TEST! I could never make it past 10dpo, myself.
Fingers crossed for you, my dear!!! 🙂
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Uncertainty so sucky. I hope there are two lines in your future.
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