We have been studying Matthew in the international Bible study group that I facilitate. Last week’s lesson was in Matthew 7, which talks about how a believer is to ask, seek, and knock. Specifically, in Matthew 7 verses 7 and 8, Jesus said, “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.” I have been greatly encouraged by this particular lesson especially about prayers. I learned that to “ask” means to depend completely on the Lord, to “seek” suggests greater urgency, and to “knock” signifies to persist in prayer. In the subsequent verses of 9 to 11, Jesus also directed us to pray boldly. Through this lesson, I remind myself to not only pray for the big things (such as for God to bless us with our heart’s desire of a pregnancy and a baby) but also to be specific and persist in seemingly little things. I fully experience God’s provision this week.
I am supposed to schedule an appointment with Dr. E this Saturday for a follicle check. She had not been able to provide me with a time because she had not scheduled her other procedures yet. I had seen Dr. E on a Saturday before. It could be as early as 9am or as late as noon time. I have my Bible study leaders’ meeting every Saturday from 6:55am to 9am (I know, very early, right?). It takes about an hour to get from my house to Dr. E’s clinic. I will have to go home and pick up Bob before we head over. If I have to make it to Dr. E’s on time, I would need an appointment at 10:15 or after. I would really hate to miss the leaders’ meeting because that would mean that I cannot facilitate the Monday night Bible study. I remember that I have learned to ask God for specific things, even as tiny as a time for a doctor’s appointment. This whole week I had been praying for Dr. E’s procedures to time in a way that I would be able to get a 10:30am appointment. Not only had I been praying for this, I had also asked the Bible study’s teaching leader and one of my best friends to pray for the same. My teaching leader wrote me back and said that by faith in God she would see me on Saturday. Somehow I knew that God would sort things out so I wasn’t even worried.
I just have to say that God is so good. I wrote Dr. E to ask her for a time and got an immediate response from her. She asked if 10:30am would work for us. That was exactly the time that I had prayed for. I never doubted that God would sort out the time. When I experience His provision first hand, even when it’s such a small thing in life, being cared for by Him feels so good. One of my Facebook secret group friend said it in the best way, “Sometimes it’s those little specific prayers that really open your eyes to God’s presence”. I totally agree.
Just thought I’d share. 🙂 As for the follicle scan, I’ll update you guys. Hopefully we’ll see a few follicles and no cysts.